Me da curiosidad leer dazed.
I feel confused. I feel halfways between the full powerhorse i want to be and the usual lazy i used to be. Worrying a lot about coffee, sleep hours, todo lists, keeping an eye on doing the most i can do but blaming myself on relaxing and taking an hour or two to lay back. I want more. I demand more from myself. I lost a lot, and im getting life back.
Habits are made one day at a time. May this confusion just be a stone on the way, ill laugh about this when i see a mile away and turn around, and see myself getting far, far and away.